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Thread One : Jungle Fever Vs Caramel Fever : Soulful Layers (Blog)

Description “Light Years Ahead of Our Time” is a reflective poem that explores the dichotomy between the physical and spiritual realms. The poet observes the soul’s journey towards bliss, a realm where physical existence is prohibited. This journey triggers a tug-of-war within the poet between the desires of the physical body, drawn towards worldly pleasures

Description “Sorry Ms. Bonita” is a poem that delves into the complexities of desire, longing, and the internal struggle between temptation and restraint. In this poem, the poet expresses an apology to Ms. Bonita, suggesting that while he desires to be with her intimately, he ultimately decides against it. The poet’s reluctance to lay with

Description This poem celebrates the prowess of a young athlete, likely a soccer player, who excels both artistically and athletically on the field. The player’s skillful moves are likened to poetry in motion, causing a storm of excitement whenever they score a goal. Despite their youth, they carry their team to victory at both club
If you heard the audio version of I”m A Pro by Nick Brewer featuring Shakka here’s he his a live acoustic version along side with Shakka.

When I came across this video by Trackstarz artist and radio host Sean David Grant called “Dear Racist” I was gripped. In this video, Sean spills out some serious and powerful spoken words starting with his thought connecting with his audience, then after he went on to the subject matter of facing racism on a

Description “Light Years Ahead of Our Time” is a reflective poem that explores the dichotomy between the physical and spiritual realms. The poet observes the soul’s journey towards bliss, a realm where physical existence is prohibited. This journey triggers a tug-of-war within the poet between the desires of the physical body, drawn towards worldly pleasures

Description “Sorry Ms. Bonita” is a poem that delves into the complexities of desire, longing, and the internal struggle between temptation and restraint. In this poem, the poet expresses an apology to Ms. Bonita, suggesting that while he desires to be with her intimately, he ultimately decides against it. The poet’s reluctance to lay with

Description This poem celebrates the prowess of a young athlete, likely a soccer player, who excels both artistically and athletically on the field. The player’s skillful moves are likened to poetry in motion, causing a storm of excitement whenever they score a goal. Despite their youth, they carry their team to victory at both club
If you heard the audio version of I”m A Pro by Nick Brewer featuring Shakka here’s he his a live acoustic version along side with Shakka.

When I came across this video by Trackstarz artist and radio host Sean David Grant called “Dear Racist” I was gripped. In this video, Sean spills out some serious and powerful spoken words starting with his thought connecting with his audience, then after he went on to the subject matter of facing racism on a

“The Aesthetic Of Decay“
When I see “a gruesome suicide, painted in front of my eyes,” the image hits me with a visceral force, its vividness carving a scene of raw, unfiltered horror into my mind. The word “gruesome” doesn’t just suggest death—it drags me into a decay so deep it repulses and fascinates me all at once, an aesthetic that somehow makes the grotesque beautiful. I can’t help but think of Schopenhauer’s bleak view: life as a ceaseless churn of suffering, a canvas I’m forced to stare at, smeared with despair’s dark shades. For me, this suicide isn’t just an end—it’s a desperate claim to power in a world that offers nothing but pain, the last stroke I imagine on a portrait of collapse.
But the fact that I see it “painted” shifts everything—it’s not just happening; I’m making it art. I’m the one holding the brush, turning chaos into something deliberate. I stand back, not caught up in the mess but watching it unfold, a chronicler of ruin. It feels like Schopenhauer’s resignation creeping in—I know the will to live is a sham, yet here I am, still compelled to look, to record. Whether it’s “Kali” or some suffocating system I’ve conjured, its end isn’t a victory—it’s a self-inflicted fall, and I’m the one staring at it, unflinching.

There’s a strange calm in that distance, a Buddhist echo whispering that nothing lasts—not Kali, not the systems I’ve built in my head, nothing. They crumble, their power fading into a smudge of paint I’ve left on the canvas. Nietzsche’s words hit me here: “What does not kill me makes me stronger” (Twilight of the Idols), but I wonder—maybe it’s not strength I gain, just the grit to keep watching as it all unravels. That gruesome suicide I’ve painted isn’t just a finish line; it’s a truth I can’t escape: everything mighty—gods, rules, me—rots away, and I’m left holding the brush, tracing the outlines of impermanence.
So I find myself caught in this aesthetic of decay, a twisted kind of freedom in the wreckage I’ve imagined. That suicide I see isn’t only suffering—it’s my quiet rebellion against anything lasting too long, against the lie of forever. The Bible’s voice cuts through: “For dust you are, and to dust you shall return” (Genesis 3:19), and I feel it in my bones, a truth that ties me to the dirt and the divine all at once. Schopenhauer’s gloom, Buddhism’s letting go, Nietzsche’s defiance—they mix in me, and I turn the horror into something I can hold, something almost beautiful. What’s left is an image I can’t shake—not a scream, but a proof of everything falling apart, and me, still here, watching it fade.

Description “Light Years Ahead of Our Time” is a reflective poem that explores the dichotomy between the physical and spiritual realms. The poet observes the soul’s journey towards bliss, a realm where physical existence is prohibited. This journey triggers a tug-of-war within the poet between the desires of the physical body, drawn towards worldly pleasures

Description “Sorry Ms. Bonita” is a poem that delves into the complexities of desire, longing, and the internal struggle between temptation and restraint. In this poem, the poet expresses an apology to Ms. Bonita, suggesting that while he desires to be with her intimately, he ultimately decides against it. The poet’s reluctance to lay with

Description This poem celebrates the prowess of a young athlete, likely a soccer player, who excels both artistically and athletically on the field. The player’s skillful moves are likened to poetry in motion, causing a storm of excitement whenever they score a goal. Despite their youth, they carry their team to victory at both club
If you heard the audio version of I”m A Pro by Nick Brewer featuring Shakka here’s he his a live acoustic version along side with Shakka.

When I came across this video by Trackstarz artist and radio host Sean David Grant called “Dear Racist” I was gripped. In this video, Sean spills out some serious and powerful spoken words starting with his thought connecting with his audience, then after he went on to the subject matter of facing racism on a



Description
Follow my poetic and art skills and glorious might,
The two are pumped by my own pride.
I know the fans are obsessed with the art, with delight,
They follow me like the pied piper into the forest,
Blinded by the poetic notes, lovely and gorgeous.
Seeing my artistry at the peak of the pyramids,
All the praises and adoration sparked a flame
In my heart, causing arson and decay,
From lacking character and integrity, at bay.
The fame and praises are the diesel, and my heart is the flame,
Out of nowhere, my body explodes like a suicide bomber,
Me, along with my fans, body parts imploded
into a bloodbath in the forest. If only I had mastered character and integrity
before the artistry became potent,
and the fame and praise came to me,
Down this narrow path with ease.

Description “Light Years Ahead of Our Time” is a reflective poem that explores the dichotomy between the physical and spiritual realms. The poet observes the soul’s journey towards bliss, a realm where physical existence is prohibited. This journey triggers a tug-of-war within the poet between the desires of the physical body, drawn towards worldly pleasures

Description “Sorry Ms. Bonita” is a poem that delves into the complexities of desire, longing, and the internal struggle between temptation and restraint. In this poem, the poet expresses an apology to Ms. Bonita, suggesting that while he desires to be with her intimately, he ultimately decides against it. The poet’s reluctance to lay with

Description This poem celebrates the prowess of a young athlete, likely a soccer player, who excels both artistically and athletically on the field. The player’s skillful moves are likened to poetry in motion, causing a storm of excitement whenever they score a goal. Despite their youth, they carry their team to victory at both club
If you heard the audio version of I”m A Pro by Nick Brewer featuring Shakka here’s he his a live acoustic version along side with Shakka.

When I came across this video by Trackstarz artist and radio host Sean David Grant called “Dear Racist” I was gripped. In this video, Sean spills out some serious and powerful spoken words starting with his thought connecting with his audience, then after he went on to the subject matter of facing racism on a



Description
This poem explores the theme of emotional turmoil and the destructive nature of addiction and vice. The speaker compares their experiences with romantic relationships to being wounded by bullets, emphasizing the pain and fragmentation caused by failed connections.
The opening line, “Never had my heart broken by dozen women,” suggests a history of failed relationships, but with a twist—instead of traditional romantic heartbreak, the speaker has been hurt by their own vices and addictions. These vices are personified as “ex’s” who “formed like women bodily flesh,” indicating their seductive and consuming nature.
The reference to the “Darkside” suggests a descent into a morally compromised state, where the speaker’s actions and judgment are clouded by their addictions. This journey is described as a “wild ride,” implying a lack of control and direction.
The line “Having them taking over my mind felt worse than Micheal Myers stabbing my heart with a knife” vividly depicts the agony of being consumed by addiction. The comparison to the infamous horror character Michael Myers suggests a relentless and horrifying assault on the speaker’s psyche.
The poem concludes with the haunting image of these vices as “violent ex’s” who wanted to be the speaker’s “wife,” indicating a possessive and destructive relationship. The phrase “Until death do us apart with strife” suggests that these addictions are intertwined with the speaker’s existence, leading to inevitable suffering and struggle.
Overall, the poem delves into the darkness of addiction and its profound impact on the individual, portraying a visceral and deeply personal journey of pain and self-destruction.
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