I’ve been wondering a lot lately and I don’t know why. This life as me in is grips really these days I am wondering out the window the same way in the featured picture. I don’t where am heading in my life at the moment but I know god is in control of everything going…
A Classic Track From J.Cole’s Label Dreamville Recording Artist Omen called A brief moment.I love the sample on this song and the substance meaning behind the lyrics in this song.
Good to see Nick brewer back in the scene after while since his single came out back in 2015 called to Talk To Me which The song charted at #19 in the UK. In this new track, he shares a lot of his thoughts over J. Coles instrumental called Neighbour’s from 4 your eyes only album. his mood…
When I came across this video by Trackstarz artist and radio host Sean David Grant called “Dear Racist” I was gripped. In this video, Sean spills out some serious and powerful spoken words starting with his thought connecting with his audience, then after he went on to the subject matter of facing racism on a…
Throwback video of the day is from North London UK artist Lil Simz with one of her classic track called mandarin oranges Part II. The track mandarin Oranges part II is from Lil Simz 2014 mixtape called E.D.G.E mixtape which content 13 track and other singles such as The Hampton and Bars Simpson.
I came across this video from chaseGod.tv on YouTube about Malcolm X and his belief towards Christianity.Joseph Solomon talking in the video explains in full detail the misconception that Malcolm X thought and preached to his followers which he adopted and learnt from the religion of Nation Of Islam while he was in prison back in 1946.Click on…
After releasing his last freestyle video, last month called Rudeboy he’s been on tour around the U.K as a guest appearance for Def Jam artist Young Sinatra AKA logic. Since the under pressure tour ended in the UK nick brewer as released a new freestyle rapping about where is at the moment in is point in life and…
The track of the day his from Barney Artist with a jazz feel song called ‘Don’t know what to say’ featuring Nick Brewer.this song is from Barney Artist second mixtape called “The freestyle sessions part II” released back in 2012. The vibe of the track is very chilled and jazzy smooth feels to it.The storyline…
I came across this new song from Jaden Smith this afternoon called ‘Offering’ on SoundCloud and it’s starting to grow on me very much. Its lyrical and instrumental content provides a setting, and as the listener you are able to grasp exactly what it is that he wants you to acknowledge in this track. In the…
I really enjoyed this album from Logic since it was released back in November 13, 2015. As you listen to the album, you can tell that the content of his music has branched from many different influences from various artists such as Kanye West in productions and Drake in the use of flows. Although, you’re able…
This poem is for people haunted by eyes that once sparkled with wonder, now overflowing with ruin.
She chose and obsessed—to go to the soul cage. I wrote this once I saw: love without real caution is just code waiting to flood. Faith sank deeper when pretence ended and her obsession met my disarray. No sermon here just the confession of waves that overwhelmed what she pursued.
Conclusion
Love that surges without invitation is violence disguised as depth—my rage proved it merciless. She came as mermaid, seeking hidden seas; she left hollow, drowned by what I could not contain. In the silence after the flood, I hold only echoes and the weight of what I almost kept. If this stirs you, it is freedom calling—love true never refuses the mercy of goodbye
I’ve been wondering a lot lately and I don’t know why. This life as me in is grips really these days I am wondering out the window the same way in the featured picture. I don’t where am heading in my life at the moment but I know god is in control of everything going…
A Classic Track From J.Cole’s Label Dreamville Recording Artist Omen called A brief moment.I love the sample on this song and the substance meaning behind the lyrics in this song.
Good to see Nick brewer back in the scene after while since his single came out back in 2015 called to Talk To Me which The song charted at #19 in the UK. In this new track, he shares a lot of his thoughts over J. Coles instrumental called Neighbour’s from 4 your eyes only album. his mood…
When I came across this video by Trackstarz artist and radio host Sean David Grant called “Dear Racist” I was gripped. In this video, Sean spills out some serious and powerful spoken words starting with his thought connecting with his audience, then after he went on to the subject matter of facing racism on a…
Throwback video of the day is from North London UK artist Lil Simz with one of her classic track called mandarin oranges Part II. The track mandarin Oranges part II is from Lil Simz 2014 mixtape called E.D.G.E mixtape which content 13 track and other singles such as The Hampton and Bars Simpson.
I came across this video from chaseGod.tv on YouTube about Malcolm X and his belief towards Christianity.Joseph Solomon talking in the video explains in full detail the misconception that Malcolm X thought and preached to his followers which he adopted and learnt from the religion of Nation Of Islam while he was in prison back in 1946.Click on…
After releasing his last freestyle video, last month called Rudeboy he’s been on tour around the U.K as a guest appearance for Def Jam artist Young Sinatra AKA logic. Since the under pressure tour ended in the UK nick brewer as released a new freestyle rapping about where is at the moment in is point in life and…
The track of the day his from Barney Artist with a jazz feel song called ‘Don’t know what to say’ featuring Nick Brewer.this song is from Barney Artist second mixtape called “The freestyle sessions part II” released back in 2012. The vibe of the track is very chilled and jazzy smooth feels to it.The storyline…
I came across this new song from Jaden Smith this afternoon called ‘Offering’ on SoundCloud and it’s starting to grow on me very much. Its lyrical and instrumental content provides a setting, and as the listener you are able to grasp exactly what it is that he wants you to acknowledge in this track. In the…
I really enjoyed this album from Logic since it was released back in November 13, 2015. As you listen to the album, you can tell that the content of his music has branched from many different influences from various artists such as Kanye West in productions and Drake in the use of flows. Although, you’re able…
The poem “Eminently…” by Joseph Le Artist captures the double-edged nature of ecstasy: an overwhelming force that initially electrifies the soul and psychology but ultimately acts as a curse, pinning the speaker down like a fallen angel chained to earth. This intoxicating high feeds vices, nightmares, and a once-heartless existence, revealing itself as bondage rather than freedom. The true turning point arrives through deliberate purging—a painful yet liberating process of confronting and expelling demonic inner forces.
What emerges is genuine healing: an intimate reconnection with soberness that hushes chaos, restores emotional depth, and transforms a hardened heart into one capable of renewal. The core takeaway is clear—unchecked ecstasy leads to spiritual and psychological imprisonment, while intentional release and grounded clarity pave the way to authentic wholeness.In practical terms, the poem offers a roadmap for anyone wrestling with destructive highs, whether emotional, addictive, or obsessive.
First, recognize when euphoria becomes a chain by tracking its signs (racing thoughts, detachment, escalating vices) and choosing to purge rather than indulge—through detox, shadow work, physical release, or creative expression like poetry itself. Then, cultivate steady intimacy with soberness via daily grounding practices (mindfulness, nature, meaningful connections) and consistent inner battles against lingering patterns. If the struggle feels overwhelming, seek support from therapy, communities, or spiritual guidance. The poem’s hopeful arc reminds us: healing isn’t about avoiding highs entirely but refusing to let them rule. By embracing the purge as sacred work, what once felt like a curse becomes the catalyst for a more resilient, authentic life.
I’ve been wondering a lot lately and I don’t know why. This life as me in is grips really these days I am wondering out the window the same way in the featured picture. I don’t where am heading in my life at the moment but I know god is in control of everything going…
A Classic Track From J.Cole’s Label Dreamville Recording Artist Omen called A brief moment.I love the sample on this song and the substance meaning behind the lyrics in this song.
Good to see Nick brewer back in the scene after while since his single came out back in 2015 called to Talk To Me which The song charted at #19 in the UK. In this new track, he shares a lot of his thoughts over J. Coles instrumental called Neighbour’s from 4 your eyes only album. his mood…
When I came across this video by Trackstarz artist and radio host Sean David Grant called “Dear Racist” I was gripped. In this video, Sean spills out some serious and powerful spoken words starting with his thought connecting with his audience, then after he went on to the subject matter of facing racism on a…
Throwback video of the day is from North London UK artist Lil Simz with one of her classic track called mandarin oranges Part II. The track mandarin Oranges part II is from Lil Simz 2014 mixtape called E.D.G.E mixtape which content 13 track and other singles such as The Hampton and Bars Simpson.
I came across this video from chaseGod.tv on YouTube about Malcolm X and his belief towards Christianity.Joseph Solomon talking in the video explains in full detail the misconception that Malcolm X thought and preached to his followers which he adopted and learnt from the religion of Nation Of Islam while he was in prison back in 1946.Click on…
After releasing his last freestyle video, last month called Rudeboy he’s been on tour around the U.K as a guest appearance for Def Jam artist Young Sinatra AKA logic. Since the under pressure tour ended in the UK nick brewer as released a new freestyle rapping about where is at the moment in is point in life and…
The track of the day his from Barney Artist with a jazz feel song called ‘Don’t know what to say’ featuring Nick Brewer.this song is from Barney Artist second mixtape called “The freestyle sessions part II” released back in 2012. The vibe of the track is very chilled and jazzy smooth feels to it.The storyline…
I came across this new song from Jaden Smith this afternoon called ‘Offering’ on SoundCloud and it’s starting to grow on me very much. Its lyrical and instrumental content provides a setting, and as the listener you are able to grasp exactly what it is that he wants you to acknowledge in this track. In the…
I really enjoyed this album from Logic since it was released back in November 13, 2015. As you listen to the album, you can tell that the content of his music has branched from many different influences from various artists such as Kanye West in productions and Drake in the use of flows. Although, you’re able…
I’ve been wondering a lot lately and I don’t know why. This life as me in is grips really these days I am wondering out the window the same way in the featured picture. I don’t where am heading in my life at the moment but I know god is in control of everything going…
A Classic Track From J.Cole’s Label Dreamville Recording Artist Omen called A brief moment.I love the sample on this song and the substance meaning behind the lyrics in this song.
Good to see Nick brewer back in the scene after while since his single came out back in 2015 called to Talk To Me which The song charted at #19 in the UK. In this new track, he shares a lot of his thoughts over J. Coles instrumental called Neighbour’s from 4 your eyes only album. his mood…
When I came across this video by Trackstarz artist and radio host Sean David Grant called “Dear Racist” I was gripped. In this video, Sean spills out some serious and powerful spoken words starting with his thought connecting with his audience, then after he went on to the subject matter of facing racism on a…
Throwback video of the day is from North London UK artist Lil Simz with one of her classic track called mandarin oranges Part II. The track mandarin Oranges part II is from Lil Simz 2014 mixtape called E.D.G.E mixtape which content 13 track and other singles such as The Hampton and Bars Simpson.
I came across this video from chaseGod.tv on YouTube about Malcolm X and his belief towards Christianity.Joseph Solomon talking in the video explains in full detail the misconception that Malcolm X thought and preached to his followers which he adopted and learnt from the religion of Nation Of Islam while he was in prison back in 1946.Click on…
After releasing his last freestyle video, last month called Rudeboy he’s been on tour around the U.K as a guest appearance for Def Jam artist Young Sinatra AKA logic. Since the under pressure tour ended in the UK nick brewer as released a new freestyle rapping about where is at the moment in is point in life and…
The track of the day his from Barney Artist with a jazz feel song called ‘Don’t know what to say’ featuring Nick Brewer.this song is from Barney Artist second mixtape called “The freestyle sessions part II” released back in 2012. The vibe of the track is very chilled and jazzy smooth feels to it.The storyline…
I came across this new song from Jaden Smith this afternoon called ‘Offering’ on SoundCloud and it’s starting to grow on me very much. Its lyrical and instrumental content provides a setting, and as the listener you are able to grasp exactly what it is that he wants you to acknowledge in this track. In the…
I really enjoyed this album from Logic since it was released back in November 13, 2015. As you listen to the album, you can tell that the content of his music has branched from many different influences from various artists such as Kanye West in productions and Drake in the use of flows. Although, you’re able…
The strangest thing about human desire is its capacity to clothe illusion in the radiance of truth. We behold the caramel glow of skin, the flowing mane of hair, the whispered “Papi” that promises to uproot mountains, and we name it beauty—perhaps even salvation. Yet beneath the sunlit surface lies an upside-down dimension, a realm where warmth is merely the finest mirage cast by hidden vengeance.
The soul, drawn inexorably toward the light, mistakes the heated ray for nourishment, watering a garden long deprived, only to discover that the beams scorch rather than revive. In this dance of attraction and deception, we reveal our deepest fragility: the willingness to trade the integrity of our own essence for the fleeting illusion of connection. Thus, the ultimate strangeness lies not in her manipulative intent, but in our quiet refusal to surrender. To withhold the soul is not mere defense; it is the silent affirmation of an inner equilibrium that no external force—no matter how seductive—can truly displace. In guarding what cannot be twisted, we acknowledge a deeper truth: genuine radiance needs no possession, and true gardens bloom not from borrowed suns, but from the steady light we cultivate within. The strangest, and perhaps most liberating, thing is this unyielding core that observes the illusion, feels its pull, and yet remains unmoved—forever one in a million, not because it is rare, but because it chooses to remain whole.
I’ve been wondering a lot lately and I don’t know why. This life as me in is grips really these days I am wondering out the window the same way in the featured picture. I don’t where am heading in my life at the moment but I know god is in control of everything going…
A Classic Track From J.Cole’s Label Dreamville Recording Artist Omen called A brief moment.I love the sample on this song and the substance meaning behind the lyrics in this song.
Good to see Nick brewer back in the scene after while since his single came out back in 2015 called to Talk To Me which The song charted at #19 in the UK. In this new track, he shares a lot of his thoughts over J. Coles instrumental called Neighbour’s from 4 your eyes only album. his mood…
When I came across this video by Trackstarz artist and radio host Sean David Grant called “Dear Racist” I was gripped. In this video, Sean spills out some serious and powerful spoken words starting with his thought connecting with his audience, then after he went on to the subject matter of facing racism on a…
Throwback video of the day is from North London UK artist Lil Simz with one of her classic track called mandarin oranges Part II. The track mandarin Oranges part II is from Lil Simz 2014 mixtape called E.D.G.E mixtape which content 13 track and other singles such as The Hampton and Bars Simpson.
I came across this video from chaseGod.tv on YouTube about Malcolm X and his belief towards Christianity.Joseph Solomon talking in the video explains in full detail the misconception that Malcolm X thought and preached to his followers which he adopted and learnt from the religion of Nation Of Islam while he was in prison back in 1946.Click on…
After releasing his last freestyle video, last month called Rudeboy he’s been on tour around the U.K as a guest appearance for Def Jam artist Young Sinatra AKA logic. Since the under pressure tour ended in the UK nick brewer as released a new freestyle rapping about where is at the moment in is point in life and…
The track of the day his from Barney Artist with a jazz feel song called ‘Don’t know what to say’ featuring Nick Brewer.this song is from Barney Artist second mixtape called “The freestyle sessions part II” released back in 2012. The vibe of the track is very chilled and jazzy smooth feels to it.The storyline…
I came across this new song from Jaden Smith this afternoon called ‘Offering’ on SoundCloud and it’s starting to grow on me very much. Its lyrical and instrumental content provides a setting, and as the listener you are able to grasp exactly what it is that he wants you to acknowledge in this track. In the…
I really enjoyed this album from Logic since it was released back in November 13, 2015. As you listen to the album, you can tell that the content of his music has branched from many different influences from various artists such as Kanye West in productions and Drake in the use of flows. Although, you’re able…